I NEED TRANQUILIZERS...HORSE TRANQUILIZERS !!!

i dont know how much more i can take. today i get a fairly innocent letter in the mail from a lawyer's office; thinking it was a solicitation regarding the denial i just got from social security / diability, i tossed it aside...but this nagging was in my head and i finally opened it this afternoon...it was a summons to small claims court for the end of september...(stupidly) thinking it was regarding the window that was broken by a brick over 16 days ago that JUST made its way to being fixed and returned yesterday after i snapped out on the management company, i called the lawyers office to see what it was about cause i was for sure going to have the police report i made 10 seconds after the crackheads busted my window AND the invoice for the window showing it was ready two days after it got busted, but not picked up till 14 days later...but this dips*** comes back and says its for an eviction proceeding that they went to court for on tuesday...the file here says that they placed a notice on your door on august 7th and they changed the locks with the sheriff on the 11th...i laughed are you serious? she says why are you laughing this is very serious. you have to vacate the premises immediately, what is your number so i can have the lawyer handling the case call you? now i snap on her, cause seriously? ive been through enough evictions to know they have to personally serve me and in this neighborhood who would leave a notice taped to the door when we have a freaking mail slot in the door?!?! im going to seriously have to bite my tongue, put on my nice girl face, and try to sweet talk the bank tomorrow...if not i see a trip to housing authority cause they will condemn this house for real !! off to crawl into a hole and cry myself to sleep again....goodnight world

me