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what a weird day today was... i mean weird in a good way you know? my hubby was great to me today and gave me little cuddles and kisses and was just really nice to me all day and i dunno...it was weird..haha...thats one thing i hate about myself is that im always second guessing things....its hard to live with and i suppose even harder for the people that love me....we are beginning the next phase of our daughters life and that is to interview schools...mainly the MPS system and then the school for the sign language and stuff...so well im going to go to sleep as i have to get up early in the morning...later...sunshine

Happy Easter...late...

Sigh....well was having an ok day but now am not feeling too well....got that little friend that i didnt want....sigh...i dont understand why im not getting pregnant....its been 6 months and still nothing...we even used this little ovulation prediction kit thing this month and had sex the right times and blah nothing again.....sigh...i really hope that the other baby is not his because then im going to just absolutely die....i swear....i know its a double standard but i just dont know that i could live with the fact that there is another woman with a child by him but not with me you know? well whatever im gonna go for now....later world.....

Been SOO Long!!!

well its been a bit too long since ive blogged... not that anyone i know is reading this damn thing anyway its still a good venue for me to vent... there are so many things going on right now its insane....