♥ a duck in a pond is calm and carefree... but what you don't see under the water is the struggling & stressed feet.. what you see is not always what it seems"!

Friday, March 26, 2010

LUCKY (the "puppy")
















his name is Lucky...hes 9 months old....hes a pit bull / lab mix... im not sure yet whether we are going to keep him....we want to....but hes a baby and is already as big as mackenzie....hes good with her though... so far.... idk what to do... we are all in love... but this is a big responsibility....
-tina

Thursday, March 25, 2010

HAHAHAHA LMAO

http://www.tamponcrafts.com/bunny.html

i just thought that this was too funny NOT to post... seriously? ya'll cant afford some damn pipe cleaners and cotton balls to make an easter bunny?!?!?!?! lol

Sunday, March 14, 2010

STAGES OF GRIEF - ACCEPTANCE

its been a long time... its been a year and 5 months since i seen emily last. its been a long road. there are 5 stages of grief ...
1. denial and isolation
2. anger
3. bargaining
4. depression
5. acceptance

i have run the gamut of them all except number 5. i have never been able to accept that i might never hold her in my arms again. i havent been able to accept that shes in a new life and happy. tonight, i think i am. i was able to go through her pictures today and although i cried a little, it was happy tears. i love her to the ends of the ocean. i will never stop loving her, i will never stop praying that someday i will hold her in my arms again. but i can accept that might never happen. and i am able to move on. today is the 1st day of the rest of my life!

-tina

Monday, March 08, 2010

TO THE PERSON(S) THAT ROBBED MY HOUSE

to the person that robbed my house... you can keep all the crap you stole...but PLEASE , you stole a picture CD with my daughter Emilys pictures on it! maybe you dont know me, but Emily was adopted last year and i will NEVER get to have those pictures of me and her and her sister back! PLEASE return that CD !!!! NO QUESTIONS ASKED!!!!

-tina