MOVED FINALLY !

well i can finally say that we are moved...haha we actually were able to afford a uhaul on the 9th and moved that night as we were forcibly evicted by the sheriff on the 10th... sooooo thankfully our landlord was nice enough to let us in with just the money for the security deposit and charge us only half months rent for january...so we are good...anthony has been working on his training at the bus company so he doesnt get paid until the 6th of february if then.... and so we are still struggling a little...but we will be alright....finally got internet access again on the 20th ....so thats that... we are settled in nicely into our new home and environment....now working on getting mackenzie on a schedule....lol...thats a lott of fun! NOT!!! ok well have to go the princess is waking up...later all...tina

wow!

GOD TRULY ANSWERS PRAYERS !!!
i am in shock...truly i am blessed and God answered some of my prayers today....this man tony has been trying to reach me for about two weeks about my ad on craigs list regarding us looking for an apartment....so we went to the house today and looked at it....now its not in the best of neighborhoods however for a 2 bedroom house for 500 a month....well we cant be picky now can we? so we made plans to move this weekend and then in two more weeks when anthony gets paid again we will pay the security deposit....soo then we get home....well anthonys dad is evidently doing something this weekend so he cant help us move with his truck and well all the money anthony gets paid on thursday has to go to the man for rent....sooo i called him to tell him that it might be about two more weeks before we can move cause we cant afford a truck...so guess what he says? he says well i have a truck and a trailer soo as long as you dont need me to pick anything up cause i have a back injury, i am willing to move you guys this weekend! OMG!!!! we are sooooo blessed and i just wanted to share that with you all...this year is going to be a great one i can just feel it! :)

tina

MOVING THIS WEEKEND!!

we got a house that we are going to rent...will post pics when i get the keys...we are sposed to get them this weekend yahoo!!! i am sooo excited!!!its not the most beautifull neighborhood but its all good... we are excited to have a home not an apartment anymore!

LIFE THROWING SNOWBALLS AT ME! :(

CONFUSED AND KICKING ASS! LOL
Current mood: bitchy
Category: Life

well for starters i was in the hosptiol for three days...sunday to tuesday night....with a terrible headache and evidently it turned out to be a migraine...good lord if i never have another one of those it will be too soon....at any rate thats the kicking ass part haha... i am feeling another one coming on and i dont know what to do to make it stop....grrr....but the confusion part is a bit more complex....a "friend" commited suicide on new years day...and its bothering me sooo much that i cannot sleep at night.... i say friend in italics cause we were passing in high school you know, that one person that was nice to you when not a whole lot of others were? well then i lost contact with him until i spoke to him briefly on facebook and then not much since then....well anyways why is this bothering me sooo much i certainly dont understand?! i mean he was a great guy in high school and i can only imagine that he never changed, so what were the demons that were plaguing him that he did this? i can only imagine as i have attempted suicide on several occasions, so i can imagine the pain he was in that he felt that it was his only way to happiness and peace but i dont know why its bothering me so much....ok well i thought maybe i could vent and get it out and maybe gain some understanding that way ,,,,but i havent so....sigh im going to try to get some sleep and go to church tomorrow.... i will hug my family a little tighter tonight...also another thought ...its the first of many years that emily will live without me....wow....i cant imagine this...lol....but i made it through the holidays without her and so yay and kudos to me! -tina