♥ a duck in a pond is calm and carefree... but what you don't see under the water is the struggling & stressed feet.. what you see is not always what it seems"!

Sunday, January 15, 2006

FINALLY home

hello all ...obvoiously if you know us personally then you know that baby has been in the hospitol since monday the 9th and we were released today. thank heavens we are so ready to be home. unfortunately our marriage doesnt seem to be on steady ground right now even though all week it was good. who knows maybe it wasnt and i just didnt notice because i was so preoccupied with my baby in the hospitol. i will be going on thursday to get some blood drawn to get a test done for the baby to be tested for something else. im so sick of all these damn tests and no results. whatever its ok though. no biggie. i ended up in the ER last night too...fatigue i guess....and my depakote level was a bit elevated. no biggie i guess. i cant wait until school starts next monday. im kind of worried about it a little though too. wish i was going more then two days a week but thats ok too. it will come in handy when my husband starts work in march and then he will only have to take her to work with him two days a week and then the other three i can have her with me. well i am going to go take a shower and get to bed early. its been such a long week i cant wait to sleep in my bed. later world
-sunshine

Friday, January 06, 2006

Happy New Year

well its been a good year so far...havent fought with my husband all year hahahaha... that was good...anyways my darling angel climbed out of her crib today...never knew that kids did that until they knew how to walk...imagine my surprise when i came around the corner to see her sitting there...almost had a damn heartattack...thankfully there are lotts of angels watching over her that she didnt get into anything to hurt herself and she didnt fall down the stairs! there are things called crib tent that i can get to go over the crib that she wouldnt be able to get out of it but they are 80 bux and i have no more moneys this month due to paying for school and my books....as it was couldnt pay my rent moneys this month due to the fact that school and books took every penny i had...and i didnt get a damn child support payment all last month and have yet to recieve one...evidently he started a new job just before christmas and it takes a month to process the paperwork....sigh...so..oh well ok well gotta get some rest..i have baby duty tomorrow as hubby is gone to see his parents...tty all later
-sunshine