Tuesday, June 07, 2011
Sunday, June 05, 2011
Wednesday, June 01, 2011
NEEEED ADVICE!!!
girl youve earned the right to be where you are,
you got there with stregth and talent.
you didnt run from your challenges-
you embraced them,
overcame them,
and they made you what you are -
invincible and strong!
(open card...)
congratulations
i got this card two weeks ago...its a BEAUTIFUL card...but i cannot help and wonder the intent behind the card....i got this from the MOST UNLIKELY of people and the most UNLIKELY person SIGNED it ....and i cannot help but wonder....i WANT to take it as a gesture of kindness from people that havent been the kindest to me in the last few years, but still this is from a person who (in my eyes) hates me....has called me racist even though the man i married is biracial....and just is messed with my head for a long time...i cried when HE handed it to me directly and didnt fall over from a heart attack...ok that was kinda mean, but seriously, this person would rather have triple bypass surgery then speak to me, so was this a proverbial olive branch or something sinister? did i mention said people also CAME TO MY HOUSE AFTER CHURCH LAST SUNDAY to "check on me" ??? did the world really end the day that man predicted and now i seriously am living in hell or should i not look this particular "gift-horse" in the eye and cautiously reach out and take their outstreched hand???
ANY advice is helpful....cause i really dunno what to make of this whole thing....and unfortunately im avoiding church and said persons till i figure it all out cause i dont want to be set up for a major fall, but on that note, im TIRED of the drama, the fighting and the lonliness....sigh....sigh sigh....and anthony is no help, he says its "stranger then strange..."....sooo....help me out!!
~Tina
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you got there with stregth and talent.
you didnt run from your challenges-
you embraced them,
overcame them,
and they made you what you are -
invincible and strong!
(open card...)
congratulations
i got this card two weeks ago...its a BEAUTIFUL card...but i cannot help and wonder the intent behind the card....i got this from the MOST UNLIKELY of people and the most UNLIKELY person SIGNED it ....and i cannot help but wonder....i WANT to take it as a gesture of kindness from people that havent been the kindest to me in the last few years, but still this is from a person who (in my eyes) hates me....has called me racist even though the man i married is biracial....and just is messed with my head for a long time...i cried when HE handed it to me directly and didnt fall over from a heart attack...ok that was kinda mean, but seriously, this person would rather have triple bypass surgery then speak to me, so was this a proverbial olive branch or something sinister? did i mention said people also CAME TO MY HOUSE AFTER CHURCH LAST SUNDAY to "check on me" ??? did the world really end the day that man predicted and now i seriously am living in hell or should i not look this particular "gift-horse" in the eye and cautiously reach out and take their outstreched hand???
ANY advice is helpful....cause i really dunno what to make of this whole thing....and unfortunately im avoiding church and said persons till i figure it all out cause i dont want to be set up for a major fall, but on that note, im TIRED of the drama, the fighting and the lonliness....sigh....sigh sigh....and anthony is no help, he says its "stranger then strange..."....sooo....help me out!!
~Tina
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