SOOOO

just got told that i am a liar and that things that i distinctly know happened to me 19 years ago didnt...but thats ok...going to move on then and do what i need to do and thats cut that person outta my life for a while...and its sad cause ...well its just quite sad, but that person has been holding me down for sooo long! i cannot allow them to anymore...

got some serious news tonight and i had to share it with whoever is out there in blog land reading this..as i have stated in my earlier blogs, i go to school and each month is a different class (aka a mod) so this mod is coming to an end on thursday and im sad cause my teacher that i love, ms. becky is switching to days so i wont really see her too much anymore cause i go to school at nights... soooo ms. becky seeing that i was upset about all this bs going on, pulled me aside tonight and told me that i need to keep my head up, and keep on working as hard as i have been cause there is a VERY strong possibility that i could end up salutatorian of my graduating class in january!!! OMG OMG OMG !!!! that lifted me so far up i think my head hit heaven!! lol..not really but wow! i never thought there was that chance in my life, i mean i know i got high honors last mod and im pretty sure i will get high honors this mod, but wow!!! salutatorian is a big word!! haha im not even sure im spelling it right hahahah!! anywho...i was sooo upset tonight i messed up on my quiz and marked two answers that i kinda knew were wrong...and yeah they were wrong so i got a 90% instead of the 100% that i knew i couldve gotten...oh well...anywho i am debating now about having this hysterectomy done...i mean i want it done, i NEED it done, but i am going to have to ask my dr if it can be postponed until after graduation in january....im sure if there is nothing 'suspicious' going on right now, that it wont be too much of a problem....called cricket to change my number, they disconnected me, and now i have no service at all!!! oy thankfully its midnight and i really dont have to talk to anyone anyways lol...but still sucks....i wanna call my dad sooo bad to tell him what ms. becky said but its 1am in florida and i dont think he would appreciate me calling to tell him that...lol...ok well i should probably get to sleep too cause i have to get up now to trek to cricket to get my service back on!! lol...goodnight peoples! hope you are all safe and warm - its cool out there tonight in milwaukee...my little cloud says its 57 out there tonight...but the forecast says 80's and 90's coming for tomorrow and the rest of the week! oh happy joy joy...i hate the heat!! and i have to wear long sleeves cause of my tattoos...ugh!! nighters peoples

~Tina