♥ a duck in a pond is calm and carefree... but what you don't see under the water is the struggling & stressed feet.. what you see is not always what it seems"!

Friday, June 11, 2010

NOW FOR THE REAL MEAT AND PEAS!

yeah ok wasnt in the mood to blog earlier but sooo wanted to post my final grade cause i know i would forget later...in looking back on my Kaplan Mod thingee that shows my grades and stuff, i see that last mod i got a final grade of 96.4 so that means i actually did better this time around folks!!! (high five)  im glad its over, i struggled finding pulses, then when i figured that out, i was struggling finding brachial pulses with the blood pressures!!! oyyy!!! i just about passed out trying to find the pulse of my classmate!!! lol...but in the end i was only 1 measly number off so ms. becky said ok! :) im going to seriously miss her at night, they switched her to days!!! oy!! :( but i got the chance to meet the new instructor that will be on nights now and hes a tutor so he told me that anytime im struggling in my color wheel, i can go to him for help!!! AWESOME!!!! so that made me happy...now next mod that starts on monday, will be medical office....urgh...although im kinda happy cause that should be an easy A ....notice the should be is in italics, cause im sure it isnt going to be as easy as i think!!! although i have to say, i never realized how smart i am if i actually apply myself and study!!!! haha...ok well i have a backache and im going to get some sleepers....been a lonnng night!! glad its over!!! :) now im officially in my medical assistant classes on monday!!! i passed my prerequisites!!! whoohooo!!! im already farther in 2 months. then i ever got in 3 years at MATC !!!
~Tina

Thursday, June 10, 2010

END OF 2ND MOD - BLACK MOD...

98.3%

 a little disappointing , cause i know i couldve done better on 2 of those tests....but ok its still high honors!!!

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

SOOOO

just got told that i am a liar and that things that i distinctly know happened to me 19 years ago didnt...but thats ok...going to move on then and do what i need to do and thats cut that person outta my life for a while...and its sad cause ...well its just quite sad, but that person has been holding me down for sooo long! i cannot allow them to anymore...

got some serious news tonight and i had to share it with whoever is out there in blog land reading this..as i have stated in my earlier blogs, i go to school and each month is a different class (aka a mod) so this mod is coming to an end on thursday and im sad cause my teacher that i love, ms. becky is switching to days so i wont really see her too much anymore cause i go to school at nights... soooo ms. becky seeing that i was upset about all this bs going on, pulled me aside tonight and told me that i need to keep my head up, and keep on working as hard as i have been cause there is a VERY strong possibility that i could end up salutatorian of my graduating class in january!!! OMG OMG OMG !!!! that lifted me so far up i think my head hit heaven!! lol..not really but wow! i never thought there was that chance in my life, i mean i know i got high honors last mod and im pretty sure i will get high honors this mod, but wow!!! salutatorian is a big word!! haha im not even sure im spelling it right hahahah!! anywho...i was sooo upset tonight i messed up on my quiz and marked two answers that i kinda knew were wrong...and yeah they were wrong so i got a 90% instead of the 100% that i knew i couldve gotten...oh well...anywho i am debating now about having this hysterectomy done...i mean i want it done, i NEED it done, but i am going to have to ask my dr if it can be postponed until after graduation in january....im sure if there is nothing 'suspicious' going on right now, that it wont be too much of a problem....called cricket to change my number, they disconnected me, and now i have no service at all!!! oy thankfully its midnight and i really dont have to talk to anyone anyways lol...but still sucks....i wanna call my dad sooo bad to tell him what ms. becky said but its 1am in florida and i dont think he would appreciate me calling to tell him that...lol...ok well i should probably get to sleep too cause i have to get up now to trek to cricket to get my service back on!! lol...goodnight peoples! hope you are all safe and warm - its cool out there tonight in milwaukee...my little cloud says its 57 out there tonight...but the forecast says 80's and 90's coming for tomorrow and the rest of the week! oh happy joy joy...i hate the heat!! and i have to wear long sleeves cause of my tattoos...ugh!! nighters peoples

~Tina

Friday, June 04, 2010

MY BOYS GRADUATED TODAY!!!


*ok well not my biological boys, but they feel like my sons! im sooo proud of Lionel and Isaac and im going to go cry now cause im just a huge emotional basketcase !!! ~Tina

SERIOUS DILEMMA

so this is a personal blog today...i have been having "lady issues" the last year and a half. that have led me to seek a hysterectomy. i already had my tubes tied in october of 2007, so its not that big of a leap to get the uterus taken out....but theres 1 thing stopping me...and it might seem trivial to alot of people but its serious to me...you see i have three girls and 1 boy...and i somehow got it into my head that one day if one of my kidds couldnt have kids the "natural" way, i wanted to have a nice pretty uterus to house my grandchild in for 9 months....and now im facing the fact that that might not be possible, and its breaking my heart...its not like i can take mackenzie to the dr and tell them, do an ultrasound and check to see all her lady parts are there and whatever ya know?! they would lock my a** up for sure!!! so i have this serious big decision to make and i dont know what to do...im leaning towards letting God handle my kids and potential grandbabies, and just go get the darn thing so i dont have to deal with all this stuff anymore... the dr will leave my ovaries in so i wont be dealing with hormonal issues! :) leave a comment and lemme know what you think...if anyone even reads this darn thing! ugh

~Tina

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

WHY??? POSTING A PIC A DAY...TRYING ANYWAYS! :)

my head still is hurting deathly bad...dr gave me a referral to the neurologist...in the meantime im on a coctail of pain medicine, cyclocenzaprine, imitrex and zofran for nausea. i want to die. this is soo much pain...came home from class early last night...couldnt hack it ! hopefully tonight will be better...although i am not holding my breath...wishing i had a car...needing a car BADLY !!! if you know anyone whos selling one and willing to take payments, please send me their number or email ! thanks....ok laters

~Tina