Hmmm.....

well i did it...i canceled everything yesterday. i feel better? not sure yet what the future will bring only know i wasnt prepared for the problems that this lawsuit was bringing on...am ok i think..not sure yet...wondering if im stable...have never felt this way in my life but alot of things have changed recently too so i dont know how i will feel when the dust settles...i have decided to go to chicago for the day when we have the car in the beginning of september, we are going to the museum of science and industry...so far is me and my little cousin and the baby of course! ok well gotta get some sleep will blog more tomorrow just letting u all know kinda what happened yesterday.