tuesday seems to be bringing a better day

Manic and Depressed
rough day today although is better then the last few combined...friend of mine whom i care deeply about (wink wink) is getting me my own private paradise for a night haha....wonderful although requires much planning on our parts but oh well its all worth it in the end...have to get m butt moving and although im ecstatic to see him tonite, i have no motivation to move....i know i can veg when i get there so that makes a difference...emily has croup as the dr. finally called last nite. he said that she should be better tomorrow meaning thursday...im kinda worried though as she had her adenoids removed a month ago and the dr then explained that if they happened to remove too much tissue there could be complications with her sppech and/ or swallowing and although they came after surgery and explained that all went well, im concerned maybe all wasnt well or isnt well now.....oh dwell....she is at daycare now and i will pick her up later as it is raining right now...blah day but oh well thats ok...well i must go now to pursue happiness if only for a couple hours........