BADDDD visit

Manic and Depressed
so today was supposed to see the kids. parent a went to get them adn then when a got here to the house, i suggested we go to the mall so then grandparent q decided to open her mouth and so i told her to stay out of it and parent a decided to scream at top of lungs, told to calm down kids were getting upset and then a went to hit me and hit child y instead. then i got mad and went to call police, parent a grabbed phone from me adn then i went to get out of house and parent a backed me into corner and while im holding my 2 year old, punches me in face and gives me bloody lip. then i go to get out of hosue to use payphone to call police and grandparent q decides to block me so i cant leave and parent a is behind shoving me to get out the door and then i fall into grandparent q causing q to fall down over which i then trip because now parent a has said a will kill me for knocking q down, a gets my shoe off as i get out the door with shaking child in arms and then stop a second to get other shoe off so i can walk normally, a rushes outside to tell me to come back in the house to get q up off floor and not to call police cause a will lose job, like i care! i have a bloody lip and im holding my two year old this whole time!! i cant stand this shit anymore. want to leave this planet but have child to take care of and noone else to help out. need another home to live in cause this home is no longer safe for me.