Back to crappy days again

so although yesterday was a better day, i have come crashing back to earth with a loud thud. got a rejection letter from potowatomi saying they have decided to go with more qualified candidates. i was applying to pour sodas for goodness sake! whatever.. then got a letter from my case worker informing me that although i now have medical insurance, i no longer have child care! wonder fuckin full!!! now i can throw school out the door for this september. i think i will pack all my things and move to alaska. ha things have to be better there then here, if not at least its not so darn hott. im going to sleep for a little while im quite depressed again...oh well life sucks...later