Saturday Night

Well the visit went well...Got the kids at 11am and went to Sussex Lions Daze until 1pm. The heat was crazy bad. Baby lost her pacifier at the end so was kinda bummed about that...The kids had a good time though. Son went all the way up to the slide thing and then decided last minute that he didn't want to go down, so I went up and was sitting there and was going to go down with him ( I was terrified) I hate heights and that slide was no joke...But last minute he decided no way was he going down the slide and started running down the stairs so that was my cue, hell no I wasn't going down that damn thing. So the guy that operated the ride said that he wasn't going to refund the 3 dollars so that sucked, but oh well. They all went on this car ride. Baby rode in the middle although her face wasn't to happy with it. Haha. Then the girls went on the merry go round, I stood in between them and held onto their backs, then daughter1 and son went on these lizards that were like the dumbo ride in Disney, and the alligator roller coaster. I have a massive migraine from the heat and sun so am going to shower and go sleep. Shadow is pissed that he was here all day alone and once again has tipped over his food dish. Not amusing. Cats don't seem to be all that fun anymore. I'm rethinking this whole pet idea although I will never take him back to the humane society cause I rescued him ha..So I need to care for him. I have my own quirks too so oh well. Am going back on my meds tomorrow ( I think) have to call Walgreen to see if my rx is ready. So will see how long takes to feel "normal" again. Although to me that isn't normal. normal is what I feel like right now and have for the past 20 years. That's what people don't understand, you go your whole life feeling a certain way and then the meds they help when you are depressed but when you are manic its what you miss when you are on the meds. Oh well goodnite world.