TRYING TO GET SOBER FOR THE UMPTEENTH TIME!

literally being forced into sobriety haha. no seriously dont have any percocet left so kinda have to try this getting sober on my own thing. the last couple weeks have been really manic, i have popped so many pills and drank so much alcohol and made such seriously bad decisions, and i love my daughter and husband and i NEED to get my life straight and back on track. yes im seriously mad that here i sit 5 months after finishing my college degree with a 3.89 GPA, i still dont have a job! yet others that i went to who barely scored C's with a job and a pretty good one at that! its not for lack of me trying either, because i have more rejection emails in my inbox then i have ever seen in my life! and its not ok anymore. i am going to dish out even more money in an attempt to get certified so that i have a small one-up on my competition but i dont even know if thats going to work...for now i am trying to not go insane and deal with twitches and nausea and GI irritations in general so that i can (hopefully) beat this percocet addiction thing....and then i have to go have 9 teeth pulled on the 27th and cannot take any pain meds afterwards (nope not kidding, once recovered addict, always an addict and NO narcotics are ok anymore!) and scheduling arthroscopic surgery for my knees....oh boy! haha yep the doctors been trying to get me in there for some time now and ive been like no let me lose weight and walk some more and try that....well i have lost about 30 pounds (doesnt look like it) since last year, and walk every day for at least 30 minutes, and nothing. no relief...if anything i think its gotten worse so i cannot take anymore...happy 4th of july ya'll

~Christina

at the milw. county zoo on june 25th w some friends

the penguins loved the warm day!

went out to the lake later that day w same friends, forgot macks swimsuit, so her panties and tank top made a cute lil bikini ;)

sitting in the sun at home, trying not to look like Casper the friendly ghost

playing in the backyard pool!

july 2nd, playin with her toys, yes shes wearign a sweatshirt cause i have the a/c on !