SO LIFE STABBED ME IN THE BACK AGAIN

does anyone even read these blogs? anyways so last night i had to take mackenzie to the ER cause she spiked a fever of 103 (rectally). i gave her 1 1/2 teaspoons of tylenol and laid her down. after about 5 hours, i gave her another dose of tylenol and checked her temp. it was still 102. we were in the air condtioner for all those hours, and she was only in a diaper. so about two hours after that, her temp still hadnt dropped, she was really lethargic and didnt wanna move, so i hauled out her stroller and took her to childrens ER. on the bus ride there, i got a call from isaac asking could he stay the night at his friends house and i said no you need to come home, im having a crisis with mackenzie and on the way to the hospital and you need to come home. sooo i got home after midnight and no isaac. so i called the number he called me from, and she said no he isnt here. and so i went to sleep a little worried but not too much. woke up today, went about my doctor appointments and stuff (mackenzie is back to normal thank God and a little zofran) and i get home about 4pm. still no isaac. (he had a key) so i again call the number of the girl he was last with, she wont answer. so i text her that it isnt funny anymore and she needs to tell isaac to call me. this goes on for about three hours with no response coming on her end. finally my nephew lionel comes over, texts this girl and she answers him...so he gets isaac on the phone. now isaac gets all mad and tells me that he will be home tomorrow. i say that isnt acceptable and where are you, i will come and get you. he says ill be home tomrrow, then the girl gets on the phone and says some not too nice words, and hangs up on me. so i called isaacs father and he came to get isaacs things and now i wipe my hands clean of isaac.

i quit school temporarily, until august. i need to get on my bipolar meds before worrying about it anymore. i met a new therapist today and will meet with the psychiatrist soon to get on medication. also i have to have a hysterectomy the beginning of july and i will be on bedrest for at least a week, so in speaking with administrators at school, decided that it would be best to leave school until im able to dedicate myself completely to it. thankfully the fact that i carried high honors my first two classes speaks for itself and they had no problem with that decision. ok well im going to go take a bath, some clonazepam and try to relax with a netflix movie! goodnite. tina