PLEASE PRAY !!!

http://www.jsonline.com/news/ozwash/92757589.html

my uncle was in the car on the right side of the screen. he was going home from taking my little cousin to school this morning. PLEASE PLEASE pray for my family. hes in the hospitol and its possible that hes fractured several neck vertabrae.

-Tina

BEEN AWHILE

so im in college life now...kinda really into the swing of things now... i got a 73 on my anatomy and physiology test...not too bad, but im disappointed in myself as i know i couldve done better if i had studied a little harder. then got a 100 percent on my english quiz last week and tonight i got another 100 percent on my computer quiz. (which i knew i would ace, cause im on the computer all the time) tomorrow i have a quiz on office safety OSHA regulations, and whatnot...fire drill stuff and basic common sense about not blocking doors, and not leaving flammable objects around..yeah you all know if you have ever had a job. and then next week, is CPR training, test and then certification and then *gasp* this mod is over. i have successfully completed mod 1 of 7. i am happy and anxious all at the same time. cause the end of this mod means one thing, that i am closer to the dreaded math module. UGH !!! it also means im 1 month closer to graduating (yay) and 1 month closer to leaving my beloved Ms. Becky (boo) ...but she will be in the building and i can go bug her when i want haha... i will be availing myself to a tutor next mod for the math part...good news is that the school has changed the curriculum for the black mod and Ms. Becky says its going to be better. it breaks the math into two parts instead of one big bulky part...yay! that will definitely help me out... guess its alot of fractions, ratios (ugh) and measurements...and the medical field uses the metric system (big BOO) and i have no idea how to convert and all that bs...so thats going to be a challenge for me...but just like the anatomy that i was TERRIFIED about, i will study my bootay off and ask for help and get my A !!! cause even though i may not attain perfect attendance ( the bus and my babysitter just dont coordinate and i get to class about 10 minutes late every day) i will be sure to get my high honors...which is a little misleading cause i have to just get an A and i get it...so...whoohoo! im excited and tired and weak...im going to go curl up in my bed and recharge my batteries! nighters world !!!
-Tina

A POST IN PICTURES

its a manic monday...and i havent got much to say so heres some pictures !!!

CRUMMY DAY

it was a beautiful day outside...but it was rainy and gloomy in my house... still havent heard anything from my husband and i KNOW its cause he cant contact me, but man seriously?!?!?! this is insane b.s. ~ i start school on thursday and then am off the weekend...what an odd timing to start and then be off for 3 days! haha. im quite excited though. trying to get mackenzie back on her schedule that we kinda veered off of when anthony "left". but i know when he comes home, and im going to school at night, it will be a lott easier on BOTH of them to have a schedule to keep!!! hes got the easy shift, basically all he has to do is get her dinner fed, bath time and cuddle time and then bedtime!! (why do i have this sinking feeling that mackenzie will be up when i get home around midnight?) sigh sigh sigh... shes hollering her discontentness on being in her crib for the room now... and i am trying soooo hard to not yank all my hair outta my head!!! i might just have to hit the porch... maybe since i quit drinking, i should start smoking?! haha yeah that way i can have a messed up liver AND lungs!! ~~ on a better note, i finally figured out how to get my pictures put up on my wall... i tore a box up, taped the pics to that and then nailed the cardboard to the wall ! check it out?! comment thanks

*Tina

PICTURES OF OUR "FAMILY"

Anthony Tina and Emily August 2005






Anthony Tina Emily and Mackenzie February 2008 (Emily was adopted in August 2009.)




Anthony Tina and Mackenzie February 2010

NO CONTACT

its very frustrating in my life right now. there is a no contact order in place against my husband. which means i can not talk to him, see him, or get any information from him through a third party. its VERY frustrating. its been already 6 days since i seen or spoke to him. i love him and i miss him so much. i had orientation for school today. i was quite excited. and a lott nervous. i am going to be fast tracked through the medical assisting program. basically a 2 year program is going to be completed in 9 months. (HOPEFULLY) and a lott more moneys then i wouldve had to spend on the 2 year program but thats ok too, i think and hope. haha. my teeth are hurting and i dont have any more pain meds! ugh frustrating! today was free family day at the zoo, and i guess mackenzie went with her auntie and grandmama. and i think her daddy too but noone will tell me, but they did tell me not to go and not to try to meet them there, so i assume. goodnight world!

some pictures in the next posting, august 2005 when anthony and i got together with emily. february 2008 when we thought we were still going to be a family with emily (she was adopted in August 2009.) and the most recent picture of our little family, February 2010.

AM I GOING TO BE DOING THIS ALONE?!?!?