♥ a duck in a pond is calm and carefree... but what you don't see under the water is the struggling & stressed feet.. what you see is not always what it seems"!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

NO CONTACT


its very frustrating in my life right now. there is a no contact order in place against my husband. which means i can not talk to him, see him, or get any information from him through a third party. its VERY frustrating. its been already 6 days since i seen or spoke to him. i love him and i miss him so much. i had orientation for school today. i was quite excited. and a lott nervous. i am going to be fast tracked through the medical assisting program. basically a 2 year program is going to be completed in 9 months. (HOPEFULLY) and a lott more moneys then i wouldve had to spend on the 2 year program but thats ok too, i think and hope. haha. my teeth are hurting and i dont have any more pain meds! ugh frustrating! today was free family day at the zoo, and i guess mackenzie went with her auntie and grandmama. and i think her daddy too but noone will tell me, but they did tell me not to go and not to try to meet them there, so i assume. goodnight world!






some pictures in the next posting, august 2005 when anthony and i got together with emily. february 2008 when we thought we were still going to be a family with emily (she was adopted in August 2009.) and the most recent picture of our little family, February 2010.

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