CRUMMY DAY

it was a beautiful day outside...but it was rainy and gloomy in my house... still havent heard anything from my husband and i KNOW its cause he cant contact me, but man seriously?!?!?! this is insane b.s. ~ i start school on thursday and then am off the weekend...what an odd timing to start and then be off for 3 days! haha. im quite excited though. trying to get mackenzie back on her schedule that we kinda veered off of when anthony "left". but i know when he comes home, and im going to school at night, it will be a lott easier on BOTH of them to have a schedule to keep!!! hes got the easy shift, basically all he has to do is get her dinner fed, bath time and cuddle time and then bedtime!! (why do i have this sinking feeling that mackenzie will be up when i get home around midnight?) sigh sigh sigh... shes hollering her discontentness on being in her crib for the room now... and i am trying soooo hard to not yank all my hair outta my head!!! i might just have to hit the porch... maybe since i quit drinking, i should start smoking?! haha yeah that way i can have a messed up liver AND lungs!! ~~ on a better note, i finally figured out how to get my pictures put up on my wall... i tore a box up, taped the pics to that and then nailed the cardboard to the wall ! check it out?! comment thanks

*Tina