NEEEED ADVICE!!!

girl youve earned the right to be where you are,
you got there with stregth and talent.
you didnt run from your challenges-
you embraced them,
overcame them,
and they made you what you are -
invincible and strong!

(open card...)
congratulations

i got this card two weeks ago...its a BEAUTIFUL card...but i cannot help and wonder the intent behind the card....i got this from the MOST UNLIKELY of people and the most UNLIKELY person SIGNED it ....and i cannot help but wonder....i WANT to take it as a gesture of kindness from people that havent been the kindest to me in the last few years, but still this is from a person who (in my eyes) hates me....has called me racist even though the man i married is biracial....and just is messed with my head for a long time...i cried when HE handed it to me directly and didnt fall over from a heart attack...ok that was kinda mean, but seriously, this person would rather have triple bypass surgery then speak to me, so was this a proverbial olive branch or something sinister? did i mention said people also CAME TO MY HOUSE AFTER CHURCH LAST SUNDAY to "check on me" ??? did the world really end the day that man predicted and now i seriously am living in hell or should i not look this particular "gift-horse" in the eye and cautiously reach out and take their outstreched hand???



ANY advice is helpful....cause i really dunno what to make of this whole thing....and unfortunately im avoiding church and said persons till i figure it all out cause i dont want to be set up for a major fall, but on that note, im TIRED of the drama, the fighting and the lonliness....sigh....sigh sigh....and anthony is no help, he says its "stranger then strange..."....sooo....help me out!!



~Tina

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