SOOO ITS WEDNESDAY...5 MORE DAYS! :(

yep...only about 5 more days until i have my hysterectomy. in researching  the procedure , i can say that im not as prepared as i thought i was....im happy im having the surgery cause im having too many female issues...but im also starting to get a little nervous...there are so many questions that i should have asked my doctor at the last appointment...whats a serious, REAL recovery time? cause i cant miss anymore school and i plan to return a week after surgery...the 16th...and how much walking around will i be able to do should i be doing? and what if my husband decides that he cant handle mackenzie and me like he did when i had my tubes tied and had to be outta bed that same night taking care of her? sigh...and why am i getting this stupid biological clock ticking so loudly when ive already had 4 kids and i KNOW i dont want anymore, and i had my tubes tied almost 3 years ago?! soo yeah theres a lot swirling in my head right now...i have a paper to write for school so that i can present it tomorrow in class, and also 16 chapters to review for my final exam tomorrow....cause although the mod doesnt end until tuesday, i will be hopefully in a narcotic coma in the hospital having my insides ripped outta my vagina monday afternoon, and recovering on tuesday....so i have to finish the mod tomorrow. sigh...oh shoot i have to study for my competencies this evening!!! argh!!!! gotta go! ill try to blog tonight...leave comments!!!

~Tina