I CANT TAKE ANYMORE

i guess you think i would have learned by now to not trust anyone to actually follow through with plans that might help me out...sure enough had plans today to go somewhere and get some important things done, and that person and i agreed that she would pick me up at 10am. so at 945am i woke up and noticed that there were 6 missed calls from said person. so i immediately called her instead of wasting time to check voicemails, and she stated she was already at the destination and wouldnt be coming to get me. of course this made me angry cause we agreed on 10am !!! and so whatever...after a lott of finger pointing at someone else, its finally been determined that she just didnt feel like making the trip to my house to get me and my person and take us. cause we all know my business is just not as important as anyone elses business. so now here i sit and i have no way to get to the destination in time to be back to get to class on time. i have another test tonight and no printer so really no ability to study my notes except keep reading them on the computer screen. i might venture out to the library yet today, but i just dont relish the thought of dragging a 2 1/2 year old to the library for a whole ten seconds to print some papers. so i probably will just try and study off the computer screen. of course the problem with that is that im off on facebook, and reading blogs and whatever else...lol...oh well what can ya do?! im ready to quit. just quit the mommy thing, quit the daugher thing, and quit the wifee thing. i just want to focus on school and nothing else. and i think that would include taking a trip to somewhere that noone can call me or bother me. i just am at the end of my rope!! i have an appointment next week to meet with a new therapist and im not sure how that all will go, but i hope for her sake that she has some zanax or something for herself, cause shes going to need it when im done talking to her! lol...ok back to studying!!!

~Tina