i dont know anymore.my life is flipped upside down and i dont know if it will ever be right again. i dunno if i can handle this externship, the work is fine, the people are great, but i cannot physically handle being on my feet for more then 2 hours it seems. theres alot of fighting going on in my life and 80% of it is in my own head. my heart and head want two different things and i dont know what to do. theres this person that was my life, well so i thought, but hes moved on and i guess in a way he should have cause i wasnt treating him right until the very end and then i guess it was too late. so whatever right?! theres not a day that i dont wake up in physical pain and the pills just arent taking it away anymore, so whats left after that? i got sober and dont wanna give that up, but my heart is hurting and i dont think it will ever heal again....
~Tina
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