4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!

well i cannot believe we made it to 4 years already! its been a long journey and every year at this time, i always wondered if we would make it to the next one...this year, im not wondering that... i know we are going to be here celebrating our 50th anniversary (God willingly lol) and we are going to make it...we have been through soo much together i dont know what we will go through in the future, i only know we have each other and that is all we need to get through anything! people come and go in our lives and we are still standing through the rubble...there are times i have needed to lean on him and times he has needed to lean on me... im kind of ashamed to say that i have betrayed him more then once and unfortunately there is nothing i can do to change that, only change my actions from here on out... i am commited wholeheartedly to making this marriage work and i love anthony with all my heart and soul... i will never stray again! well im in some serious pain with these darn teeth, ugh thank God i am going to get them pulled tomorrow!!! whoohoo! the picture that i have as my default is the 1st day anthony and i got back together after being apart for 6 years!!! and thats our precious emily...just weird looking back 4 years ago how much we all have changed! and we miss our emily so entirely much but we know she is being loved and couldnt be happier for her and that we have mackenzie to smother with love!