UPDATE ABOUT EMILY

well heres the story so far...about three days ago i decided that i wanted to get emily back...then i called the caseworker and told her and she said she will come out today and we will talk about it more...so today she came with updates from the foster mom and emily has made GREAT strides since she has stopped seeing us .....soooo then the discussion went to whether it was the best thing for emily to get her back here in our custody...and that most likely we would have to go to trial because i already stopped visits and filed the paperwork for a voluntary termination of parental rights....soooooo that in mind, she left and anthony and i talked some after she left and i broke down cause i was sad that really in reality they arent going to let emily come back home with us, we arent the best fit when compared to natalie and andrew who have had her this time and done so much with her....so we decided that it isnt going to benefit emily to see us again and that we should let it all go...so thats where we are...losing our little girl all over again it seems...and i am grieving immensely...soooo now theres the whole story and thats that...talk to you all laters...