September 10th 2005

today is a good day and a bad day....im having a very hard time with the hurricane stuff cause i see all these babies and it makes me soo sad that these poor kids are suffering and here i am sitting here getting upset when my baby pulls my hair or something and here are all these kids that dont even know where there moms are and if they are alive and stuff....is very upsetting for me...have good news though on my end at least, im getting married next month! is quite sudden but we are both ready and really feel its the best thing for us all...we are going to be a family....parent came home from florida tonite as was there for last week...i though there was more people from family and such that went but was only parent and friend that went....that mustve been boring haha...oh well...evidently they had a good time so thats good...got to see son and daughter1 yesterday as they came to meet my husband-to-be's parents...that was nice for me..well my pills are kicking in so i must get some sleep..later
sunshine